to press the fact that I keenly-so wannabe just friends as the girls say
Marie!
I shall send these notes to you in this site, a rather indirect, quasi-covert type of journalism, and there is a big chance that you will never see my words hereat-- words that mean nothing about the physics of relational interaction, nothing at all that would-- I know-- be against your UL Faculty Code of Conduct (which I have studied closely), nor violative in any way of the ULouisville Code of Conduct for Students-- pointedly NOT-SO for any hint of stalking or your OK-ly seeing to it that we talk over coffee (hint hint).
You may from my initial feelings, mostly of trepidation as seeing that for neither Thee nor me will there be a 'good way' to visit for kibbitz in usual ways, especially not for me again to come to say Hi at your office on Floor 3 of Ekstrom Library. I am perfectly perfectly perfectly at ease over never doing the traditional cisMale thing of inviting you to socialization. This Ours will not have been romance, re which I am bio-capable but have this at the priority-level of eros at Sault Sainte Marie 'twixt Mich USA and Ontario Canada on some January near EpiphanyDay; I want this to clearly mean that boy-girl-type precepts for how friendships should go is
NOT that for which I aim nor is it the comfort I feel when, small-talk-ly we do our (mutual) GoodMorningsGreeting etc.
Rather directly at this lived moment, I want to read 'your stuff,' your professional writings, inclusive of your Doctoral Dissertation. . . That latter-mentioned document as PDF will be purchased from ProQuest ($41) and soon at my attention.
I am immensely impressed by the great volume of your professional writs; when I worked (social work, MSSW Kent SW School UL 1976) I had two professional publications, as I think I conveyed to you, a rarity for those in that helping trade because we are overall warm and fuzzy and tend not to have a strong yen to type out manuscripts, as was strongly the case with me. My other writs now are digital, well read it would seem, and never willfully to be 'peer reviewed' (as it would seem your writs must be).
Anywho, once again, I have uttered many more 'surds' than are needed to press the fact that I keenly-so wannabe just friends as the girls say, and moreover in the way fems can say, "Lynn is just one of us girls😇'. . . OK? Please don't try to treat this as some kinda meeting or conference or seminar thing where one must in a professorial way speak of 'commitment to get together for coffee' 'dig?
I think I will see you from time to time on Campus, particularly in the Library; you seem to give me visage for the 'inner-eye-work' of my writing's need for audience. Having an addressee to my writs is helpful, I have tried to compose text for the behalf of totally-made-up-people only to emit really mark-missing verbal product that would-- if you could envision in your own 'inner eye' that I when reading the copy resulting just seem to be 'talking to myself.'
Anywho some more, I have lined up some independent study reading for this summer, which bit by bit would include one-by-one poem-perusal of T.S. Eliot's Complete Poems and Plays (ISBN=>0-15-121185-X); I can do Latin and want to delve into the Latin Political Works of an (English, and Catholic-Excommunicated) 'Saint' by the name of William of Ockham a 'politics' in which he accuses the then-sitting Pope to be a heretic-- but that degree of introduction will have to suffice--for at this moment I do not want to get even-more-wordy-than-my-already-logorrhea as you may witness in
THIS FRIENDLY LETTER OF WHICH I AM TOO SHY AND FRETFUL TO SEND YOU SNAIL-MAIL-FULLY LAUGH!
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